Fractured an ankle, tore a ligament. BEST START OF THE YEAR EVER. Looking back at my first post of the year which was not too long ago, I asked for 2015 to be good to me.. haha. Rolls eyeballs.
Had to pick a color for my cast. And among all the funky colors, I chose the most boring one. Reflects my mood.
Why does time seem to pass so super slowly?
Almost a month using only one leg, it feels like it's growing in size while the other feels as if it's shrinking and softening up. Already been warned about the difference in leg size when my cast is removed, so that I will be mentally prepared for that shocking moment.
Literally losing all that hard earned muscle mass. I hate it.
Although I try to be as independent as possible, I hate the stupid stares I get when I'm out. Have those people never seen someone with a wrapped up leg on crutches or a wheelchair before? They need to get a hobby man. I have to trouble so many people around me especially my mum to ferry me everywhere, get things for me, take this, take that, make sure I don't fall when the floor is wet, or when there are steps, feed me. Suddenly the world feels so much bigger than before. Like everywhere feels further than it is and everything is out of my reach. Even going to the toilet is a chore. Why can't our bladder accommodate a day's worth of pee so that we only have to go to the toilet once?
Nothing else to say other than my life having the worst timing ever. I missed my last ISG vball match, my last ever softball quarters, BV's first fashion show of the year, my first company dinner. And I can't MC my last semester of school because I really wanna graduate. The boyfriend's birthday was spent in my cast as well and same for the coming Vday and CNY dinner. AAAAARRRGHHHHHHH WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAPPEN AT THE SAME TIME.
CNY is around the corner but I totally have no mood to dress up, no mood to care about my face and how I look and all. Feeling more and more unfit by the day, finally appreciate being able to walk and do everything on my own.
Still can go shopping. lol
That's a tennis ball in there