Man.. looking back, the last time I ranted was during exams last semester and so much have happened eversince. 3.5 months of holidays are gone and today marks the first day of school which I thankfully do not have yet.
I've spent my holidays doing nothing productive other than spending time with my friends and loved ones. No work, no internship, no family overseas vacation. Went on an early trip to malacca with the boy which was a pretty eye opening experience cos I haven't been there since 2007 or earlier. Steadily becoming broke but thank goodness for the $500 from the government haha.
I'm going on my third year of university and it really makes me feel like time passes too quickly. One part of me wishes it wouldn't end so soon because once it does it means you've grown up and you'll have to face the responsibilities of an adult like finding a job, earning money, getting married etcetcetc. Yet another part wants it to quickly be over because what I'm doing isn't exactly what I wanted.
Seeing many friends going overseas for exchange makes me a little envious. You get to kinda leave everything behind and start a fresh new adventurous life abroad, gain an experience you probably never will get ever again, and come back a rejuvenated or maybe changed person. Not applying for it last semester because of all the buzz and duties in hall really sounds dumb. Yet if I apply to go next semester, FYP would have already started.
Dilemma dilemma.
Turning 21 in a couple of days. But I'm not really feeling the excitement of this supposed 'milestone in life'. Age is just a number to me and turning 21 doesn't make me wiser/smarter/more sensible. I'm still just me and living under my parents as I always have been. Never liked any big hype or parties with a lot of people for my birthdays so I didn't want a big party, but ended up kinda planning a 40-50pax sized party cos of my parents wishes. Oh well if they're happy celebrating it for me then I'll do it.
On a side note, i can't wait to officially step down from all my JCRC responsibilities. I'm tired.