A plus to all my negativity is that I've proudly finished studying for CS8061 YESSS. *rewards myself with a pat on the back, and a cup of nice hot tea*. Accomplished that from 3plus pm to 4am including meals and my occasional typical slack offs.
Today, I am reduced to a couch potato once again. Woke up at 12.30, had a light breakfast since mommy bought me my favourite so I couldn't turn it down. Lunch was at 2 plus pm, and TV time was naturally afterwards all the way till 5. Time after that was devoted to entertaining belle, who cannot be ignored nor cuteness resistible. Brought her for an early walk and spied on classmates' videos in vimeo till dinner time. TV again with my bro after dinner, bathed, THEN finally got into the mood to open up my AAH notes. geraldine you're such a big fat loser!
In need of some tea to boost this lousy, STM, poor attention spanned brain of mine.
Life is so boring these few days. I feel like I'm just living in my own little bubble, doing the same boring shit everyday. blah. Don't mind me and my complains/whining as usual. I think I'm someone who expects a lot from life. I expect it to be fun, everything as planned, excitement at every corner, and just plain filled with happiness. Flowers, rainbows and unicorns. See, not real. But I don't put in enough effort to get the things I want.
I want to be a fine artist. not an animator. I'm in the wrong school. Suddenly realised that this is not the path I wanna take but how can I turn back now. Unless I just run down this path till the end and beat my way through the forest onto the other one. Man, the forest's gonna be dense by the time I get there.
