Anyway, CNY is next week and eve is tomorrow but I have zero or even negative CNY mood this year. Everything just feels so rushed and happening so fast, I can't even take a break and catch my breath.
IHG started nearing the end of holiday, and continued till this week before we got kicked out of everything. I felt so damn homesick this week because I was barely home for less than a day last weekend. Bike X lasted from last friday till saturday, and I had to be back early morning on sunday for softball. Monday was packed with a trip to SAM for chimera and future proof, which was rather interesting, followed by rushing back to school for IHG vball. We lost. I don't know whether I should be upset or relieved actually.. Upset because some part of me knew we could have made it further, and relieved because all these commitments to sports can finally end and give me a break. But I know that I'll start missing it soon.
It's so difficult to be human..
FOC committee's starting to get to work, which means more hell for me. All thanks to my disability in turning people down, and overestimating myself. Oh, cultural night is coming up too, and we haven't even practiced yet. I've just agreed to help in canvassing for lovebites as well. Since it's headed by my friends and for a good cause. Someone just murder me please.
