Last night was ADM's halloween party, which was awesome as expected. They transformed the basement into an asian horror theme-ed club. Feels like FOC all over again! Cool ADM-made props and deco like red streamers and cloth all around, red lights, smoke machines, and a chinese altar for the 'dead'. Enthusiasts dressed up as chinese zombies and there was even a party rock robot head. The live band played freaking within temptation omg. First time hearing a band that plays my kinda songs. So there's also finger food, and not to mention-alcohol. That's it. My classmates and I were kinda mad over projects so we had to unwind (abit). Started off with bottles of heineken, downed vodkas like free, and kelvin was going around feeding people with his whisky water, which I had a considerable amount. We danced our night away and everyone was getting damn high. I admit, I got kinda high and giddy. Somehow lost the strength in my legs too. I left before midnight while the rest PLANNED to go to the drawing studio. But in that state, I knew that there was no way. hahah and I was right. So I stumbled my way back to hall, didn't wanna trouble my friends sending me all the way to the deserted out-of-the-way hall X. Leaned on almost every pillar I stumbled by, I don't even remember if there was anyone around giving me weird stares. I survived the journey back, collapsed at my door and crashed on the bed thereafter. I DID NOT SPOUT NONSENSE. I remember falling off the bed several times, I didn't wanna lie in the middle because I was sweaty and dirty. Raenes had to accompany me to the toilet. Knocked out for 2 hours, during which xiwen claimed to vacuum the floor but I wasn't even aware. Woke up, forced myself to bathe and felt much better after that. Freak so many people saw me in my horrible state.. what bad timing to drink.
Missed both my classes today. Firstly because morning class was too early for a half-sober girl like me to get up for, secondly was I didn't have time this week to finish my homework for drawing class. guilt... Well I got up and traveled all the way to HSS to submit my assignment anyway. Finally finished Heartstrings today.
I hate myself.
