I know I didn't do well for prelims, even though I haven't gotten back half of my papers yet. But judging from what I have gotten back it's...not very good at all. Makes me worry a hell lot for how my A levels will be like. Sure I'll be relaxed and I'll burn my notes after the last paper, but what REALLY matters and scares me is the day we collect our results. ugh I can totally imagine that fear and nervousness already!
I'm telling myself to start studying, but there's seriously no time to even slot revision time in. Okay maybe there is, but I just don't make the effort to. School supposedly ends early, but next week onwards there'll be mock papers after school, remedials, and work to be done at our own time. Where's the time to study? seriously. I know I'm probably just making excuses for myself but I still insist that what I think is partially true. Can't the school just do revision and leave us alone to study by ourselves after school. I understand the purpose of mock papers but enough with the lame WORK. COME ON we've had enough of tutorials and revision exercises for the past 3 terms omg can A levels just be over NOW. :(
Okay, rant over. I don't even have time to keep up to my weekly swim anymore, how sad. Can a miracle happen and make me smarter and hardworking please.. not to forget, I think I'm growing fatter -.- keep jumping geraldine, must keep improving vertical jump and hang!!
Today was stupid. All fridays are going to be, because I come to school for chem lecture and gp only. And gp is kind of redundant actually. Today is stupid too because friends don't just dump their friends in school without a word and expect them to know that you're not coming and help you settle all your school shit. At least let SOMEONE know then they can tell the rest right. Oh whatever when have we ever been true friends anyway. Our friendship is full of lies and its so superficial. Can totally imagine what it'll be like after we leave this disgusting school.
Well I guess bad times and good times all make up memories in this school. No matter what shit I faced here, all the disappointment, sadness, setbacks, joy, fun, experiences. One day we'll all look back and reminiscence.