Today was a bad day. I didn't know one lesson could screw up my mood for the rest of the day. Well now I do. It was so humiliating, so stupid, so demoralising. Thanks for letting me have a taste of what its like to feel so helpless and lousy. It just reminded me again of how I was spoken to in the same way almost exactly a year ago. Humiliating. Held back the tears the entire lesson, here and there sometimes in the rest of the day whenever it comes to my mind. I think I'm too weak emotionally. I may seem strong on the outside, not shedding a tear for sad movies or dramas. But when it comes to myself, it's a whole different story. Suddenly I really hate school 100-times more than what I always have. Now, I bloody hate econs.
Posted at 10:04 PM

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