Finally have the mood to blog again. Well, school lately has been really tiring somehow... I don't know why either. Timetable's the same but our workload's just getting heavier by the day. sigh... Everyday we either end late, or have lots of things to do at home/in school. I really hate JC2 life now. Really really hate it. And it's only been half a year! Wow time sure passes so slowly... In addition to studies and work, school social life's been a piece of shit as well. I don't need to elaborate, it's just the same old STUPIDIDIOTICANNOYINGPISSINGOFFDISGUSTING things happening, again. Same old stuff like that time, I'm not surprised anymore. All the things they're doing is just fueling the hatred and anger. But seriously, they are so damn selfish minded, childish and stupid. UGH. Freaking ruin my whole JC life. Now everyday I dread going to school because there's nothing to look forward to. No volleyball, work to be done, so many lessons to attend, hanging out's a problem. Oh gosh please save me, save us. :(

I don't know why but recently in school I just feel so alone. Like everyone's just somewhere else, doing different things. This sucks.

Alright I'm done complaining. Kind of. Went back to school for NAPFA 5 items today! Yes, on a saturday. How fun. Seriously, can't the school just STOP eating into our already-so-few days of freedom?! Like making us go back on saturdays and first week of hols and last week of hols YUCK what's their freaking problem just leave us alone for awhile will die ah. >:( Plus lam's weekly remedial in the hols. GREAT. Okay... so 5 items were surprisingly tiring. Must be because I became unfit.. This is the first time in my 4 years of TJ life that I've felt so terrible running 2.4km. Felt like stopping halfway but I can't let myself down so I didn't, but ended up puking and getting all giddy.. first time sigh. I wasn't even like that after running 7 or 10km. But I still got my full 30 points anyway, just that some items didn't really reach my personal targets. Sigh nevermind, I must learn to be contented :)

The June Hol is gonna pass so fast I won't have time studying everything (as usual), and guess what I'm going to HK! Happy because I've never been there but heard it's nice, but then that means I'll have 5 days less of studying. Goodluck to me.
Posted at 11:54 PM

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