MCTs are finally over! Oh yesss the feeling's great even though I know it'll only last for this weekend and it's back to school and work and tests next week all over again. Reality. :/ I shall not whine and complain over how badly done the papers were, because that won't change anything and I'm already well aware of the deep shit I'm in hahaha. GG woohoo. I can already foresee... teachers talking to me about my studies and preparation for A lvls, finding out how I studied for MCTs (sounds familiar right, like JCTs last year), and worst of all, Mrs Lam's nagging and "concern" and PTD OMGGG. hate it hate it hate it. I feel so sad that my mom has to come almost every year to hear the same shit. SIGH why am I not clever nor hardworking... genes, genes.ck
Haha anyway, for bio and chem paper, I had bad luck cos bad omen was around. It was really...awkward, weird, and annoying. yeah, pissing off. It's weird how sadness turns to anger. I know I'm stupid, but looking at chat logs, it just reminds me.. so much for a friend whom you trusted with your life.
Hmm okay so training stopped for a week. Crap I feel unfit now and totally lost touch. I'm just reminded of how soon A div is!!! In less than a month already. Man, we really need to start getting things together for real. Screw studies for awhile and just concentrate on compe man. We really need to focus and get the feeeeel. Haha we should have meditation during training or smth, that'll be cool. NTU VB here I come! Boo stupid xd going in 2 yrs later RARH go be a girl can >:(
On a random note, I realised as I grew older my posts are becoming more descriptive about feelings and thoughts rather than things that happen in my life. SO EMO. hahahaha. Okay no, EQ just went up and IQ went down. Damn.
Alright I guess my life's not that happy afterall so there's nothing to talk about HAHA. Sad, boring life of a J2.
