Bad Day
Date : Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Today was the worst day ever. Things just didn't fall together and everyone got moodless, and it was me who started it, again. UGHHHHHHH. I felt very stressed today... the sudden grouping just reminds me of how near comp is, and seeing us so unprepared for it made me feel terrible. I cried today. amazing. I need to be the most calm, the coolest, the most energetic, the loudest. I need to lead. But I admit, I can't do this alone at all. I can't do it if no one's responding, listening to what I say, or supporting me. I haven't been a good captain, but I'll try. I'll try because people have expectations of me and people get affected by me. It's scary how everything's so senstitive. We're all dependent on one another cos we're a team. I don't want us to just talk all the time saying we'll work harder and all. I want to see us do it. Competition is really really soon... For the sake of the team, mr fung, and especially for ourselves, please work hard.
Posted at 10:46 PM