Okay, gunbound's a new addition to 'my kill time' list (: Feels nice playing again, it's as if I'm relieving my secondary school days when I game till the wee hours of morning and have my mom peeping in all of a sudden, then she gets angry. Oh well. Haha I even remember using my bolster to block the bottom of my door so that it'll look as if my lights are turned off. haha.
Hmm.. that idiot's been really annoying lately. More annoying than usual. I feel freaking stalked. Stalked all the way from school to msn to training and now to gunbound. SCREW OFF. ughh! I know I sound damn mean to shun someone like that. Afterall, I know how it feels to be in his position anyway. I thought I already made it quite clear when I continuously turned him down. Maybe he's just too determined or just plain dumb. But sorry, I can't fake a nice tone, happy face when I'm feeling frustrated enough. So just go away and leave me alone. Sorry I blocked you on msn, you're too irritating.
Lately, you started acting differently. I can tell. It's like what people say afterall! Women's instincts. (just that I don't admit I'm a woman, yet.) The way you talk, everything. Hmm. It's been making me think so much, distracting and confusing. I'm thinking... It's so sudden, and kind of unrealistic. I hope I'm the one thinking too much.
Sigh, after looking at several incidents in my life, it's filled with bad timings. Really bad timings... Things just don't happen when I want it to, and then when it happens, I just don't know how to handle it.