But I hope you all do realise what made me like that in the first place.
I tried tolerating and keeping it in. I really did. But it just went on and on, I just blew it. Sorry. I know we are all trying, but I think maybe it's not enough? We all think we have time. However I don't think so. Everyone else is already working towards their best, and here we are still struggling with basics. I know things can't be forced, but it's just so disappointing and worrying to see things moving at this pace.
I'll try my best to be more optimistic and keep my cool. I don't want to be looked down on by certain people. I don't want my abilities to be doubted. So I'm sorry, but please try to understand this responsibility.