hmm i don't know whether i should feel happy about it or not.
It's like... oh cool it's legal age for nc16 movies blah blah, yet at the same time, it's like... i'm one year older. One year closer to death. haha sighhh..
It's one of those pessimistic days again. lalala.
Honestly speaking, my birthday week hasn't been the best of the weeks. In fact, it was one of the worst weeks. Even though the little celebrations did cheer me up abit...
Honestly speaking, my birthday week hasn't been the best of the weeks. In fact, it was one of the worst weeks. Even though the little celebrations did cheer me up abit...
This is the model accecories hanger which my beloved rainbow girlfriends bought for me (: yea, it looks even prettier with the notes hanging on it. and they got me the snowflake keychain which i fell in love with at first sight! aww.. thanks so much girls.
To those people in class who only managed to see the box and the styrofoam, too bad!
I don't think i need to tell you what this is, right? A liverpool mini soccerball! I've seen it before, liked it, but couldn't bear to cut a bigger hole in my pocket :/ . haha thank you caleb my evil twin and xuanzheng (: I know i haven't been treating all of you well enough, so i'm sorry... let's grow up yea?
Wednesday was LA night drama auditions, so xiwen and I stayed to help crystal's group out. as bitches. haha.
i think i make quite a fine bitch.
You all did well! so don't be brought down by the results... you all know how they selected the groups right? yup. for entertainment... so i really think that you all will still get rather high marks for it. effrot always pays off i think?
Thursday was a sad day. A stupid day. A disgustingly detestable day. Oh my god I will not talk about it.
Friday, we had D&G house function. The number of people who turned up was pathethically little, yet I don't know why at the end of it all they called it a 'success'. haha.
They showed 2 movies, A walk to remember and Disturbia.
After the first movie many people left, leaving even lesser people watching.... cool.
I fell asleep halfway during A walk to remember lol.. so that shows that i'm probably really not the emotional type. I didn't cry.
Well, i teared, like 2 drops of tears? that's alot for me huh...
I was wide awake throughout the whole of Disturbia, because it was really... disturbing.
A thrilling thriller. Yup! nice nice...
Halfway during the movies, we found out that our film didn't get in. interesting...
the documentary got in instead. wow......
Suddenly i felt terribly sad, because i had really high hopes on our film.. and it was michelle's last project done with us..
ugh. whatever 'time constraints'...excuses.
I know, i admit i'm a sore loser okay?
After that something else added fuel to the fire. add add add add add.
To the extent that even though i was watching the movie, i wasn't really watching anymore.
My mind was just totally thinking of something else, and those figures i see moving on screen, i don't know what's happening.
yup.
stupid stupid stupid.
It's already not the first time.
It keeps happening, and happening, and happening.
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.