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Date : Wednesday, August 15, 2007
double math today, and it sucks. really.
crystal told me that i must tell myself i love math, so that i'll do better for it.
but tt's like self denial!
so mr gan just hates me, i know it.
during his lesson he had to point me out just becos i failed all 4 of his tests.
i know that i suck at math, but the can't he ask himself why is everyone doing so badly for his subs? it's not solely our problem.
so if i fail the next test he'll have to call my mum.
then he was giving me tt look.
freak him man.
all because i didn't do well for his sub, all because i was a slow learner in math, and all because i didn't understand whatever he was teaching, he had to pick on me. whatever man he's a teacher, big deal.
so when i was copying down whatever he wrote on the board because my tablet stylus wasn't working, he snatched the paper away and accused me of doing my math B homework during his lesson.
HELLO IS HE BLIND OR WHAT. go read the title i wrote at the top man. MATH A ARITHMETIC PROGRESSION (SELF NOTES). BIG and C L E A R.
and next he just had to pick me to go up to the board to do his dumb qns.
what a wonderful math A lesson i had today man.
the other subs were fine, chem was a total...(hard to describe)
u all didn't have to make such a big din out of it? although i know u were trying to tell me in a joking manner ,but i know u meant it. u have HANDS right. okay fine i admit it was wrong not to fulfil the responsibility as the LAST grp. at tt time i felt sucky enough.
just fell asleep during civics, and we unintentionally ponned contact time, yet we wasted our precious time waiting outside the audi for nothing. but one incident which took place there made me exceptionally happy.
some guys were playing soccer at the side and the ball flew over, coincidentally mr gan came down the stairs and wanted to talk to us, i tried to kick the ball back to the guys, it hit the door, bounced back and hit gan! hahahahaha i felt damn shuang.
so it was unintentional but i didn't regret that good kick.

went to crystal's house and attempted to do work, then went home.


life is just so unpredictable.one moment u have everything, and the next all is gone.
but i the first place, i never had everything.

Posted at 7:21 PM