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Date : Monday, September 04, 2006
today's a long long day for cca.longest i ever had for practice.
8 am to 5 pm..is tt murder?
warm ups from 8 - 9.
sectionals from 9-11.
then lunch to 1 . went to 85 market chicken rice shop.
met yingzhi, huiling and weiting there too.
shared one big plate of chicken and sambal kangkong.
it was nice.. but chicken a bit bloody.still edible.
went back and mr toh came.. tried out the 3 nominees for student conductor.
i think shawn was the best.. no offence,it's personal opinion.
i think mr tan going to fall asleep le..so he walked around to stay awake..
mr toh took over and we did a long combine..
during half hr break i took a nap in the position i wud usually take during assemblys..
a short nap is useful lor..
finally cca over..go home so tired le..

i was thinking during cca..next yr is syf ..
if i go for ip..i wun be able to take part..
even if i join the choir in tjc, i'll be considered a new member..will i still be participating in syf?
if not..i'll haf to wait another 2 yrs..O.O tt's so long..
but they wud haf plenty of reasons not to let me go for syf.
-i haven even learnt the songs for syf.
-not enuf training
-regarded as a junior
so i'll miss this opportunity to go for syf! noooo.... T.T
and wat abt all my cca points? will it still be recorded in tjc?
if it all doesnt count i'll just die here.

but if i dun go ip it'll be a waste..it's a rare opportunity...im so dumb..
i shud haf considered the consequences before trying.
before i was so determined to get in..
now tt i've got it..i dun really noe whether i wan to anot..
is this wad i really want?

another topic..stop de cun jing chi can..(to huever im refering to).
just becos its faster and all so u start to wanna use every opportunity to use it..
ask a bit more then say i selfish.wad is this man??
if it were u, u wud ask the same thing...
ure starting to use this more and more and use tt less and less.
u think i dun understand y u nid to take it out? i understand fully!
i just wanna noe more lah..
im alrdy in a confused and bad mood so y do u haf to rub it in?
tian you jia cu / huo shang jia you ..tt's wad im saying.
bah im alwaes toking to myself..this does not concern my frens so dont worry..
ignore this paragraph if it is disturbing.

Posted at 7:58 PM